something i don't know

I think we go through stages. well, I don't know if you would call it that. But i don't know what else to call it, so we'll just say stages.

We all have people in our lives who go onto different things and meet new people. Sometimes they stick around, other times not. I'm seeming to have a troubling time with evolving. Growing into something I have no idea what I should be growing into. Guidance is skewed. So are once thought perceptions of people - why can't we all just stay they same? But we can't stay the same, because then life would be boring. Our ideas, conversations, relationships, even friendships all change. Like summer to fall, and fall into winter. This might not makes sense to many of you, but then again, life doesn't make sense.

threads that are golden
don't break easily
-Tori Amos, Horses


Katie said...

I've been having a really difficult time for a while because my life has changed a lot since I've graduated college and I want everyone else's to change with mine...but their changing in a different direction.

You're probably evolving a lot right now and won't realize it until it has passed. You never know the true weight until you look back. So just roll with the punches.

Danelle The Girl... said...

i think we are all.
we are thinking what the heck happened?
when did i 'grow up'?

lets just all go back to the odgb and have a pint and fish and chips...

Katie said...

We can't even do that! Damn place got rid of the food!

publius100 said...

It's been said that friends and lovers come in and out of our lives like busboys in a crowded restaurant. I find that to be fairly true. But the "phases" of life you mention, aren't those just periods in which you notice different details of the mayhem around you?