lost

I’m lost
I don’t know how I got this way
But I am
I had no idea this time was coming
That I would get these feelings

I mean when I say
I love you
I can’t erase that
Or the photographs
Or you
From my memory
Of all the moments
I can’t do that
Like you maybe can do

I know it’s easier for you
To act in that way
Which is fine
If it makes you hate me more
Because it’s true
I’m an asshole
Have I always been that way?

I lost something
If you find it
Let me know
Anyone